show me how to fight from now :')

 I just gotta be strong , it wasn't easy as I think ... but I try , at beginning  I deny all of it ,but unnoticed it slowly change ( my feeling ) ..no words I can describe what I feel right now , tears the one that can make me calm .. but now I'am try to  fight with what I feel right now , I just gotta be strong :')

Am I ?

  Am I ..falling in love 

  Am I... falling in love again 

  Am I ... dreaming  

  Am I ... pretending

  Am I ...still can be in love with someone  

  Am I ...ready to in love with someone 

  Am I ..ready to take a risk such as "broken hearted " 

  Am I ..sure you're not the same guy as I know before 

surprise !

Assalamualaikum ,

 so I just come back from grocery shopping and when I was in the car umi tell me some good news guest what you think ? hhe the Aluwisos La'ay family will add 3 new person :)

.. what a great news :) seems like my aunties will have somethin in their belly hhe, something that very precious.. yeah.. A cute little baby, will be born soon :) Alhamdulillah ya Allah .. another cousin sister or brother to come :)

I don't know why I become much more excited , was I ? :D  praise to Allah  :)

I just wait and be patient

Assalamualaikum :)

long time that i'am not write any of words or story here hehe :) so today is the day " bored " :D

selama setahun plus berapa bulan..relaks hhe ,  tak mcm kwn2 yg lain mungkin ada yg ambil diploma or matriks kesimpulannya dpt sambung study :) buat masa skrang nak gerak p mana2 mmg susah adalh sebabnya :)

yarh setelah stahun plus berapa bulan ni dok rumah mmg lah mahu juga smbung study ..betapa rindu berada dlm kelas , blajar ramai2 ,ada tenaga pngajar hhe ..life as students ..mmg d rindui...dan barulah sedar betapa bermakna semua tu kalau dah jadi bombengan :D and secara tidak sngaja you always feel that you at deeply in the ground that no chance to go up , life mcm tak berguna..but orng yg sentiasa support me Abah :') dgn kata2 semgat ..alhamdulillah :)

dan setiap orng mesti ada cita2 sendiri kn , mcm nisa , dulu pernah bercita2 nak jadi pilot semua ni muncul time nisa form 4 so mind set dgn smgat yg sentiasa ada hari2 ke skolah  but makin lama smgat tu turun ... mungkin bukan rezeki so I just simpan cita2 utk jadi pilot ranking 3 not put it at no 1 so apa pun ilmu yg bakal nisa bljar nisa trima dgn hati terbuka :) trima saja ikut aruslh katakn hhe

so now masih blum boleh gerak p mana2 :) so i just wait and be patient day by day :)

early in the morning :)

early in the morning :)

assalamualaikum ..lamanya tak update blog hehe ..

                                  HARI ni cuaca sngat sejuk ..SEBAB HUJAN :))

Alhamdulillah hari ni ..nisa dpt tunaikn puasa sunat Arafah :)) esok dah hari raya haji ..insyaallah ..good news will come after this ...how can i do ..nothing ..just praying ..and ask about something good for me ..family and my friend :)

seriously ..b'berapa hari ni  I lost my appetite ..hilang mood ..so I will lost it ..dgn mudah ..mw tua kali sudah kn ...hhe.. asal sakit hati ..ada yg tak kna...tiba2 hilang mood ..dgn mudah untk nisa hilang rasa makan ..seriously ...skrng lapar ..sbab ..kmarin hnya mkn .. coklet ja .. but ..Puasa sunat utk mendapat rdha Allah.. ..dan nisa nak rasa keadaan puasa yg penuh dgn hidayah ini ..Insyaallah ..jika Allah izinkn kita menikmati ..nikmat yg dia beri ... amin ..

enjoy your day :)) lots of love from me :))

salam ramadhan ! :)

assalamualaikum ..:)

happy ramadhan everyone ...btw its been a few week that we fasting together right ? to all my muslim friend ..:)  ..alhamdulillah ..Allah still give us a change to live...and enjoy his nature :) so now.. i think ...i'am to much wasting my time ..to be in the solitary moment :D ..yup ..maybe ..i need some space to ..think rasionaly about my future ..alhamdulillah i found the answer already ..barakah in this ramdhan maybe ..so i think RAYA is around the corner right haha ! have baju raya sudah ? kuih raya do prepare or not ?? hhe ..btw whats colour you all wear this year for your baju kurung ? hhe ...so thats all hope you enjoy  your day with your family ..waiting for night raya :)) it will be the exited moment hhe :) 

karenah BFF ..

Assalamualaikum ..

hhe..lama tak tulis something di blog ni kn ..:) BTW ..hari ni ..tak tau la ..kenapa dan mengapa aty ni ..nak sangat tulis something di blog ni ..Alhamdulillah can share something ngan kamu kn ..:)

Hari ni ..text ngan Mun ..twitting ngan ezan..also text ngan wanie..ketiga2 mereka ni ..adalah my girlfriend ..best buddy ..salwa ngan rafidah tak tau pa crita lupa dah kali ngan kami ..hhe ..tiba2 sedih pula :') tak sangka ..yg kami 6 ni Bakal berpisah ..tak boleh dah ketawa sama2 d kelas ..insyaallah ..kalau Allah izinkn ..kami tetap bersamakn ...:')

mun text ..dia dah dlm orientasi..hhe gembira sudah dia di kampus ...rafidah ngan wanie form6 ..but c wanie mcm mw out dri form 6..mw ambil POLI ..entahlah ..ezan sama salwa ..di penang ..bakal doktr :) aku entah ..apa mw jadi ..=.=' tak pa la kn ..semua ini di takdirkn oleh Allah ..kami tetap aku berkumpul semuakn ..btw ..I miss mun ..sudh ..hhe ..:)